Staying Postive

Its finally time to have a positive and uplifting post.   On June 2, I will be starting my fertility meds.  Although these meds make me feel like crap (sorry, that wasn't very positive), I'm very excited to find out what my body will do.   If my body does what the doctor wants it to do we will go with an IUI, if my body does what it did last time and produce 15 follicles then it will be IVF.   As this may not sound exciting to some, its exciting to us because either way, we could be pregnant in June!  Oops, I mean we WILL be pregnant in June!

Everyone that has been on this journey with us have said that this will be the last step.  That this time things are going to work.  I kept telling them that I wasn't going to let my mind go there.  That I needed to be somewhat pessimistic in case it doesn't work, but my attitude has changed.  I am going in this with a full blown positive attitude that this is going to work! (with a little bit of skepticism :))

We still don't know where the money will come from for the IVF, if we have to go that route, but I know that God will provide and with a positive attitude :) we will figure it out. 

I'm just super excited and cant wait for June to get here!  Thank you to EVERYONE for your love, prayers, support and listening ears.  We truly appreciate it!