I know that when I posts these blogs I use "I" a lot. Brett is not one to express is thoughts or feelings on this subject (really what man does), but the other night we talked about it. I obviously wear my heart on my sleeve and he doesn't feel the need to talk about it. Brett wants a child as bad as I do. He looks forward to being a father and wants to expand our family, but feels the need to be strong for me. This whole process is not only hard on me, but it is for him too. Brett states that he trys to keep busy. He continues to play and coach soccer. It helps keep his mind off of it and helps to release the anger and frustration. (I'm beginning to think that maybe I have too much time on my hands :) J/K!) It feels so good to know that I always have Brett to lean back on. Its good to know that he has my back and he is 100% committed to this. As my appointment approaches, WE look forward to the next step in this journey.
