Sunday, January 29, 2012

The Beginning

So I thought I would add a post once per day, but since I decided to do this, I cant help myself, I want to talk! (I know some of you are shocked) :)  I have always been a talker not a writer, so bare with me. 

The Beginning.....
At the time Brett and I had been married for about three years.  We were very happy and had just moved into our first house.  I had a job that I absolutely loved (shout out to Zeeland Family Dentistry) and Brett was three years into teaching.  We thought it would be a great time to add to our family, (more than our beautiful puppy Breslin).  It is such a big decision to think about adding a child into this world.  You think, is it the right time, do we have enough money, will we be good parents, is the house we're living in in a good neighborhood, is this a good school system to be in.....the questions go on and on in your head, but the more I talked to people, then more they say your never going to be truly ready.  If you think your ready, go for it! So, we went for it....and went for it......and four years later still trying to go for it. 

This is my Journey, my personal roller coaster.  I will take you through the past few years, the specialists, the medication and the heartache of longing for a child.  Like I have said before, this is not to feel sorry for me.  This is a helpful and healthy tool for me to use to get things out. To maybe help someone else who is going through the same thing and maybe for someone who has been through it, to reach out to me.  This is also a way for me to keep people informed of what is going on, because until you reach your final goal, there is always something new to add to the Journey.

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